Or type normally.
i've been pretty down lately. kinda depressed. like, always tired, hating the world, wishing i could run away from it all and start over. school sucks major balls, though. guys are harassing me about who i am and how i'm "made". geez, being depressed tastes a lot of energy. i'm watching Criminal Minds, and it's kinda funny.. this dude, Adam, has a second personality, Amanda, who's killing people.. yeah. he just pushed a girl off the roof. anyway, back to school. i hate it. i don't feel safe, i feel like an outcast, i have few (if any) friends. gawww. i wish i could go to Seaman. i'd like that. i would learn more, too. cm'on life, get better. get awesome. this is a really random post, wow. oh, Jaime is pregnant. hopefully with a girl. it'd be cool to have a little brother & sister. we're getting closer now, too. it's nice to be able to talk to her about stuff now. like, friend troubles, school, my parents. i hope to meet her and Cody this year. i'm talking to Cody now. he's a cool kid, doesn't have much to say. but, i'm working at it. he will be an awesome big brother this summer. i should make a new paragraph.. nah. imma be awesome, instead. guys! i promised myself i wouldn't date any guy until high school (since i suck at choosing). buuut, there is this one guy i've had a good feeling about for a while. his name's Tanner. it's complicated, though. it seems like he hates me one second, then he really likes me the next. i know he doesn't hate me, but i'm pretty sure he doesn't like me like i like him. hmph. life. fun fun fun.
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